Well, it has been a minute! Between the chaos of 2020, my focus shifting off of blogging for the past couple years, and then my blog, Luluruns, having crazy issues, I’m over here on my biz website sharing with the world once again. I like to think you all have missed my random, behind the scenes look at my exciting (haha) life, but I think I really am the one who missed it. I think I forgot how much I truly do enjoy writing and how much of a part of it I will also really, deeply enjoy. I don’t know how often I will be blogging or writing, but I think a good amount of soul searching really needs to happen.
You know when you haven’t done something for a long time and then sit down and do it and it feels just - right. That’s how I feel right now. It feels so good to sit down and right and just let me thoughts flow onto paper. (eh, computer)
This may not go anywhere or get big in the whole blog world, but I love it and I think that is worth something.
So, here we are, I’m run coaching right now, some amazing women who I feel so privileged to be apart of. These ladies are so different, but so similar in their desire to grow, chase after goals, and work toward their dreams. I am honored to be part of that journey and excited to help them work toward some fun things this winter season.
When I am not coaching, I am in the full swing of motherhood. Momming to two kiddos is a whole different ball game than just one child, but I find it easier in some ways. In some aspects it feels a lot more challenging, but I think I have also found it easier than expected - which is a grace. Do not get this wrong, we have our moments. Wow and so many moments where I literally feel like I have no clue how to respond or what to do and that is so humbling. It really hasn’t hit me fully until year four of mothering that I have really had some of the toughest moments of “Lord, I really need you,” desperate prayer time pleas, but this year of parenting has really been teaching me how really, deeply dependent I am on God’s grace and mercy. I know I had moments like these before, but I think I’ve just had enough of them this year to really feel the weight of motherhood. Momming isn’t easy, but it really is wonderful.
This year, Landon and I also bought our first home! It was such a fun ride looking for homes, putting in an offer, and closing and the Lord really did bless the whole experience. Our home is really so suited for us and has already blessed us in so many ways, we didn’t expect! I am realizing though (as I write this) just how much work having a home is. Benaiah and I worked on raking for an hour plus today and I think I got about .5% of the leaves out of the yard for today. haha. But for all the work, it is such a joy and blessing to own this home and we couldn’t be more thankful.
Overall, so thankful for Jesus. For His grace. His truth. His wisdom. His goodness. He alone is good and I think this year has really been teaching me that Jesus loves me and He is always good, unchanging and faithful. And that is enough. :)
Overall, so glad to have a little corner of the web to share with you, I have to fix some major issues with my other site, so for now, you can find me here or on my Instagram. :)
